一秒记住【笔趣阁】
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我盯着两个截然不同的龙介staredblanklyatthetwodifferentpeoplestandinginfrontofme,mymindreelingwithquestionsanddoubts.“到底哪一个是你的真正的自我?“我问了。
黑衣的dragon介shruggedoffhisjacket,revealingamessytangleofdarkhairunderneath.Hiseyesgleamedwithamixtureofmaliceandlongingashespokeinasharp,acidictone.“为什么你不喜欢我的这个人格?我是最好最棒的,你知道的!“
白衣的龙介smiledwarmlyatme,hisbrightblueeyescrinklingatthecorners.Hereachedoutandgentlybrushedastrandofhairbehindmyear,sendingshiversdownmyspine.“我爱你,不论哪个我都要做你的。因为你是我最好的,唯一的真爱。”
我feltlikeIwasdrowninginaseaofconflictingemotions,unsureofwhichperson‘swordswerethetruth.BlackDragon介‘ssharptongueandpiercinggazemademefeelbothscaredandattractedtohim,whileWhiteDragon介‘sgentletouchandsoothingvoicecalmedmynervesandfilledmyheartwithwarmth.
“为什么你不喜欢我的这个人格?“黑衣的龙介repeated,hiseyesflashingwithanger.“我是最好的,你才是最好的!为什么你要抛弃我?”
“Idon‘tknow,“Irepliedhesitantly,tryingtoprocesstheconflictingemotionsswirlinginsideme.“Ijustfeellike...you‘retwodifferentpeople,andit‘shardformetochoosebetweenyou.“
黑衣的龙介snortedinderision.“为什么你要犹豫不决?我是最棒的,你应该选择我!“Hetookastepclosertome,hiseyesblazingwithintensity.“我爱你,我只爱你。“
Meanwhile,WhiteDragon介placedagentlehandonmyshoulder,hisvoicesoftandsoothing.“Pleasedon‘tchoosebetweenus.We‘rebothyou,indifferentways.Whycan‘twebetogether,astwohalvesofthesamewhole?“
IfeltalumpforminmythroatasIlookedatWhiteDragon介,feelingadeepsenseofconnectiontohimthatwentbeyondwords.Hisgentletouchandkindeyesmademefeelsafe,likeIcouldtrusthimwithanything.
“Butwhatabout...youknow?“Isaidhesitantly,tryingtobringuptheelephantintheroom.“Aboutyourcondition?Andhowitaffectsourrelationship?“
白衣的龙介noddedcalmly.“Iknowit‘scomplicated.ButIwantyoutoknowthatI‘mworkingongettingbetter,forus,together.Iwanttobestrongenoughforus,sowecanfaceeverythinglifethrowsatus.“
BlackDragoniatescoffedindisgust.“你reallythink这个condition会消失?我永远不会变成这个人!“
IfeltapangoffrustrationandsadnessasIlookedatBlackDragon介.Whycouldn‘theseethathisconditionwasn‘taweakness,butratherapartofwhatmadehimunique?Andwhydidhehavetobesocrueltome?
“BlackDragoniate,“Isaidfirmly,tryingtobringsomecalmtothesituation.“Youneedtostopbeingso...so...“Isearchedforwords,feelingfrustratedandhelpless.“Cruel.Andheartless.“
黑衣的龙介raisedaneyebrow.“Whatdoyouwantfromme?“
“Iwantyoutobehonestwithyourself,“Irepliedsoftly.“Andwithus.Youhavefeelings,too,evenifthey‘redifferentfromWhiteDragoniate‘s.Butwhyareyousoafraidtoshowthem?“
BlackDragoniatesnortedagain.“因为我是垃圾。我不是你想要的类型.”
Ifeltasurgeofangerandhurtathiswords,butItriedtokeepmycool.“That‘snottrue,“Isaidfirmly.“You‘remorethanjustonepersonoronesetoffeelings.You‘recomplex,multifaceted,andworthyofloveandrespect,regardlessofwhatothersthink.“
WhiteDragoniatesmiledsoftly.“你知道我爱你,是真的吗?”
IfeltmyheartswellwithemotionasIlookedatWhiteDragoniate,feelingadeepsenseofconnectiontohimthatwentbeyondwords.“Yes,“Irepliedsoftly.“Iknowyouloveme.AndIloveyoutoo.“
BlackDragoniatesnortedagain,butthistimetherewasahintofjealousyinhisvoice.“还不是吗?你真的是垃圾的女孩。”
Butashespoke,Isawsomethingflickerinhiseyes-aglimmerofsadness,andperhapsevenahintoflonging.Itwasasmallcrackinhisarmor,butitwasenoughtomakemefeelhopefulthatmaybe,justmaybe,wecouldfindawaytohealhimandbringusclosertogether.
“Let‘stry,“Isaidsoftly,reachingouttotouchhishand.“Let‘strytofindawaytohealyou,andbetogether,astwohalvesofthesamewhole.“